Wednesday, May 03, 2006

A milestone (!!!!???)

Today I turn 25 !!!
Whoa!!! that's too much of age ... isn't it?
When I was kid, I had decided to be a billioneer before I become 30 .. I swear. When I would see Steffi Graff or Martina Hingis and what they had achieved at so young age. I also wanted to be be like one of them. I wanted to do something different...something worthwhile...some path breaking innovation to my credit... I never wanted to be just another person in the croud.
Hmmm...
These dreams may seem childish now...

Well lets talk of reality...
Here I am... just another s/w engineer breaking my head over unnecessary things... Haven't manged to do a single thing which will make me feel proud about myself (not even a bf ... :D :D)
I don't feel like working in office any more. My thoughts are wondering all over... anything other that the "required" topics.
I feel like I have lost the fire ... to do anything ... or its just a negative thoughts creeping in from somewhere.......
I gotta do something about this...I can't let go of my dreams so easily.

Cheer up baby .... :-) :-) !!!

Happy Birthday to Myself !!!
I am missing my country and my people very much.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey there! I don't really know you, but still I wish you a very very Happy Birthday. You know, a very dear cousin of mine has her B'day today too...

Anonymous said...

abe cul it .. Happy b'day .. !! US of A me dhund le kisi ko :-) ..

chaitu said...

hey~!!
belated happy b'day~!!!

Unknown said...

Thanks all you guys for wishing me ....
My scrapbook was overflooded with wishes. I felt soooooooo happpy :-)

Ar Ar Ar Arrrrr said...

I always wanted to be a Wrestler...since the day I was introduced to WWE...

and now at the same age of yours, I feel that it was kinda childish dream of mine..

Anyway....belated b'day wishes to you lady!!

Greetz :)